Her sweet smile,
Her carefree laughter,
Her harmless torture,
Her beautiful words of wisdom.
I want more.
It started as a commander and soldier,
It started with a cute smile and a hearty laughter,
It started as a friend and a foe,
It blossomed from a good friend into a better friend.
Why did it have to?
Don't know why I met her,
Don't know why we talked,
Don't know why we became friends,
Don't know whether it is meant to grow.
I need to know.
The warmth of a hug,
The sweet sensation of a lover's touch,
Two of the most wanted things in one's life.
Oh, what won't I give for both.
Feeling sad, feeling bad,
Feeling afraid.
A new life is about to start,
A new beginning is about to dawn.
Hope I have chosen the right path,
Hope I have chosen the happier path.
Don't want to get hurt again.
I had forgotten about this sensation since long,
Been afraid to let it out for long.
Why has it come out?
I don't know.
But if this is His doing,
Then I question Him,
Why do I have to feel this way?
Why is nothing certain?
Why is it that this always hurts?
Help me.
Help me, as I am weak,
Help me, as I need support,
Help me, as I need your guidance for my soul.
