Once again...

Oh my god it is happening again,

I dont know why my mind is going towards it once again.

I know these things never turn out to be right with me,

There has to be definitely something wrong with me.

I do not trust this feeling within me,

But perhaps this is because I have no faith in me.

I will not lose hope, I will not lose faith,

I will rise vitorious from this dark and gloomy phase.

I know myself, I know you too,

But do I have the courage to say it to you?

I hope I have the strength that I had before,

As the feeling is getting strong, even more and more.