What a day... (25th December, 2010)

Feeling a little disturbed today.

Day went with exams,

People thinking nothing else is on my mind

But what to say,

There was everything happening today in this tiny space of mine.

Feeling a little distanced today.

Everything is seeming far from me,

Going further slowly and steadily.

Not being able to stop them,

Not being able to calm them.

Feeling a little sad today.

Days are near when I have to go from here,

Should be happy, should be glee,

I am going to my place where I have always belonged,

But then why is it that I am not happy, why am I sad?

Feeling a little annoyed.

Weird things happening around me, might be because of me,

I don’t know.

I want people to say the truth, I don’t want any lies,

Don’t know what friend I am, as that’s all I get.

A very different write-up,

Something that I am feeling now.

But deep down I know this wont remain for long.

Nothing/No-one in my life remains for long,

They go away as soon as I realize their importance.

Survival...

A peaceful sigh,

A sweet smile,

The carefree laughter,

These are the things which I am really after.

I see the world all busy and tensed,

Thinking, in a few months is this where even I will be heading?

It's been years since my birth,

Always had my parents to support me,

To help me stand.

Now that I want to be free,

But trust me it is not easy.

You love your life-style,

The way you make people smile.

Soon these will be over,

Soon we will all separate.

I cannot do it,

I am not that strong,

I don't think I can survive

Another Depart.

History???

The day has ended,

The dusk has set in,

People walking, people talking,

The cool wind of the evening,

Oh! Its so soothing.

All of a sudden I remembered the day,

The day I first met you,

The day I first saw you.

My eyes followed you till you took your seat way behind in class,

I was sitting in front, way apart.

You had a smile,

One which I will never forget,

It was at that moment I felt,

My heart had started to melt.

The faculty came,

He taught something,

I don't remember.

Days came and days went,

And all of a sudden you were a very good friend.

You shared everything,

You talked a lot;

And then I told you my feelings.

You were taken aback,

Shocked and surprised, near to tears.

I agreed that we will still be friends for years and years.

Then it happened one day.

You broke it.

Shattered into pieces,

Broken like a glass.

I thought I won't mend it,

Never in my life, ever again.

But then I came away,

Away from everything old,

And I started anew.

I am surprised at my healing,

So quickly, its rejuvenating.

But still when I see you,

Your name there,

It pinches in my heart inside.

I am trying hard in order to find,

A complete healing from this feeling of mine.

Wish me luck.

I Love You...

Emotions guide us,

Emotions bind us.

We feel it within us,

We feel it in others.

Two lovers,

So close to one another -

One is the other -

And even if the world glares and snarls,

Who cares as long as they are together.

Your sinful eyes,

Your mischievous smile,

Those are all I want to see with,

Those are all I want to speak with.

The feeling of love is so sweet,

Is so pure, is so true.

I was one of those lucky few to feel it,

I was lucky to be with you,

Even though for the shortest while one can ever presume,

I was with you.

I got to say it once,

I Love You.

Friendship...

No special card,

No special Gift,

Just from one friend to another,

Let this poem symbolize the beauty of FRIENDSHIP.

The shimmering river,

The glowing sky,

The magnanimous mountains,

The dazzle in your eyes.

The joy of a friend,

The sweet smile that one can bring,

All pain is worth,

When I see the happiness in your eyes.

The true form of LOVE,

The true nature of FRIENDSHIP,

Is not so apart, is not so alike.

In the former, both live for one another,

In the latter, both can even die for one another...

Insight...

I don't show emotions,

But that does not mean that I don't get hurt.

I have it all in there,

The soft portion of the heart,.

I just cover it from a hard thick shell,

So I can save it

From the hungry selfish people,

Who can take 'it'

But never give 'it'.

Why???

I am such a person,

Who will suppress his feelings when he should not,

Who will show his willpower when he should not,

Who will show his dislike when he dare not,

Who will show his love when ...

Happy Friendship's Day (1st Aug, 2010)...

A lover's touch,

A mother's kiss,

A father's hug,

Your sister's (brother's) kick.

Life is small life is a struggle,

The time that we have, it is between these people we juggle.

I missed one fellow,

The sweetest of all kind,

The person, no matter what you do, does not mind.

He loves me,

Hugs me,

Stays around me (always in my heart),

Misses me,

Scolds me.

From childhood till now,

One of the purest relationship man has ever made,

A person who looks at you as not what you broke

but what you can mend,

Who will love you till the end,

Is no one else but your darling old FRIEND.

Happy Friendship's Day.

Don't be sad...

Look, far at the horizon, what do you see?

The sun, dancing and bouncing up-on the sea.

The glowing rays,

The shining water.

Sitting on the shore,

Seeing it all happen,

Makes you feel grand.

The sun is setting,

Drawing its last breadth,

Sinking deep in the water,

Only to resurface once again the other day.

Think of the boy,

Sitting in the bank of an endless sea,

On the other side of the world,

What does he see.

He sees the sun rising from the clear waters of the sea.

The night has ended the day has begun,

Another day for him to rejoice and have fun.

There are lots of ups and downs in our life,

Good experience, Bad experience,

They are a part of everyone's story.

So don't be sad,

Don't be depressed,

Because the door to your success is up just ahead.

The most precious gift...

The beautiful sun,

Shining on the water,

The birds up there,

Chirping in mid air.

The morning breeze,

Keeps the dew on the leaves,

Not letting it go,

Not letting it disappear,

These are some wonders of this world,

Man will never know.

You think of the future,

You think about what has happened,

But you fail to look within.

Within those who love you,

Who care for you,

Who would die for you.

There are beautiful things in this world.

Things whose generosity knows no bound,

Whose goodness is magnanimous and profound.

Feel them, smell them, they are all around you.

But touch them you cannot,

Because when you look closely,

They are all within YOU.

Belief in his own self, his own abilities,

Is the most precious gift someone can give to oneself.

I still miss you...

So many days,

So many months,

And now its more than a year since we last met,

Since we last talked.

Cannot say that I have come over it,

Cannot say that I have completely forgotten it.

You are the first one I ever fell in love with,

The one I could spend my life with.

The feeling of loving someone,

The feeling of wanting to do good for someone.

It's a beautiful feeling which I am proud that I had a chance to experience,

And I am proud that the person was none other but you.

My God!! I still miss you.

Thank you...

Many of you do not know me,

Only a few of you do.

This poem is for those of you who do.

Thank you for the love,

Thank you for the care,

You look after me so much,

Do I even show that I care?

It's been so many days away from home,

Living in an environment I thought I would be alone.

But how could I be,

You just wouldn't let me.

Thank you,

Thank you for being there for me, always.

Now I am at home,

Miss you, I do,

Remembering some of the good times we enjoyed together.

People say this would be the best years of one's life,

I would like to rephrase it,

These years are the time when one meets few of the best people in this world.

When I looked into your eyes...

It is when I looked into your eyes

That I realized how much I love you.

It hurts on the inside,

Knowing that this feeling is only from one side.

You talk to me when no one is there around,

You share your problems with me,

But why not also when others are around?

Let them be,

Let them see.

It doesn't matter what they say,

It doesn't matter what they think,

All it matters is how you see,

How you feel.

Can't say that to love you there is no other,

But I can definitely say to love you more than me,

There can be no other.

It is after writing this poem do I realize

That my love for you will always be increasing,

No matter what you do or what you say

My heart for you, will always be beating.

You are the most beautiful thing that has ever happened to me...

I have had good days, I have had bad days,

I have had lucky days, I have had unlucky ones as well.

But it is the good ones to eventually remember,

The sad ones you slowly forget.

But my advice is that never forget your sad ones as well,

They are the ones that actually teach you, guide you, in your times of despair.

I remembered all the good things today,

All the memories stored deep down,

In my heart's small shelf.

I felt nice, I felt warm,

(Its good to do it sometimes you know),

But more importantly I was glad that YOU were there.

In that small cluster of things,

In that small bundle of my joys,

You were there,

Giving a warm glow from within.

I took it, I saw it all around,

And then I felt it from within.

You are the most beautiful thing that has ever happened to me,

Trust me, I say this from deep within.

Thinking about you all the time...

Thinking about you all the time,

Not knowing what to do, is it a crime?

Can't make the feeling stop,

It is like trying to live

After your heartbeat has stopped.

It has been many hours, many days,

And after all this I know that for some reason,

You dont even care.

It will be better for me that i forget you,

That i leave you,

But it is easier said than done,

As the person in concern is not 'just someone else' but YOU.

Something different...

Life, so full of joy, so full of happiness, but not to forget that with laughter it brings with it sadness and despair.

A few days back I saw one of my friend meet with his parents, pretty happy and so joyous were those moments. But then in the evening I read his comment on "Orkut". Just a sentence, just half a comment, made me realize so many things in life we take for granted. Mom, Dad, Brother, Sister, the truest relationships ever to exist, ever created by The Almighty himself. We don't talk to them thinking, there is always tomorrow.

Coming back to what I wanted to say, the comment made me think, instantaneously that how much one loves his/her family, no one can compare. Can't express myself properly though, don't want to express myself properly, scared actually of writing it here.

How different is one from the another, just makes me wonder.

I am glad I have friends for sharing this with them...

You'll be here in my heart...

The time is near,

The time is here,

We have to go form here,

I am lucky, not forever.

Different cities, different places,

Our life's moving at such great paces.

So far form one another we can never be heard,

But I want to tell you that "You'll be here in my heart",

Always...

Hope we be together,

Forever and ever.

Extend your hand... I am there

After all these years what do I see,
I still see you searching for someone who would have been there for you.

I can say when you are happy,
I can say when you are sad,
You say it to more than one,
You say it to everyone,
But you leave that particular someone.

Its hard to see when your eyes are wet,
I know, its a path on which I have tread.

Your eyes are closed,
You can not decide where to go.
Extend your hand, put it forward,
You will find the person who will give you support,
Who will give you a shoulder to cry on,
Who will show you a 'character' you can rely on.


You are good enough for a lot more,
Trust the path of your career, and I am sure fortune will soon start to pour.

I like you the most...

What to do,

What to say,

I am still feeling it in heart,

Why can't I get away from it.

Every time I see you,

I feel it all over again,

But I don't know why,

We are going to the previous state once again.

I cannot say that I am the best person for you,

But I can guarantee, happiness is what you will have with me.

I see you everyday talking to people,

Who you think are the same as you.

But let me tell you this,

Even though you stand in a crowd it is you whom my eyes can never miss.

I like writing poems I like writing quotes,

But trust me when I say it is you I like the most.

One Among The Crowd...

I see you standing there,

All alone in the crowd,

Waiting for him to come to stand by your side,

Waiting for him to come and take you away from this noise.

Your breathing is heavy,

Your senses are strong,

You are getting wary,

But your will is strong.

I can't say when you will find him,

But I can assure you that one day you will definitely find him.

You have been standing for so long,

Aware of everyone who comes along.

You hesitate to talk, you hesitate to hold hand,

While the one standing beside you is your man.

There are many who will love you,

There are many who will want you,

Have trust in yourself,

Have faith in yourself,

You will choose the man who is best for thyself.

A Special Good Night...

We always make new things. But there is no guarantee that the new things will be nice.

But our past can be classified into 'The Nice' and 'The Not-so-Nice' things.

Tonight I wish you 'Remembrance' of everything Nice that has ever happened to you, your whole life. Anything that made you happy. So that in the morning you are happy that these things Happened With You :)

And I hope I find a place, even a small place, with them :)

Good Night, Happy Memories.

Sis...

You are there,

I am here.

Oh my sis,

It is you I miss.

Its been so many days,

Since we met,

So many days since we parted our ways,

That it makes my eyes wet.

I want to go home with you by my side,

But I do hope you fulfill your dreams even if no one is at your side.

Oh my sis,

It is you I miss.

Once again...

Oh my god it is happening again,

I dont know why my mind is going towards it once again.

I know these things never turn out to be right with me,

There has to be definitely something wrong with me.

I do not trust this feeling within me,

But perhaps this is because I have no faith in me.

I will not lose hope, I will not lose faith,

I will rise vitorious from this dark and gloomy phase.

I know myself, I know you too,

But do I have the courage to say it to you?

I hope I have the strength that I had before,

As the feeling is getting strong, even more and more.

Time...

It seemed only yesterday that January had started,

It seemed only yesterday that my birthday was about to come,

But the sands of time always trickle away,

The tighter the grasp the quicker it escapes,

So enjoy every moment as they will never again come by your side,

Ever in this life.

Love...

Be with me for the rest of my life,

Trust in me for the rest of your life.

I know its hard, I know its tough.

But its been so long, I guess we have had enough.

Even though you are no longer with me,

I hope you never lose trust in me.

On this road of life, I hope we will meet someday and you will recognize me,

You will say 'Hi' to me.

I am no longer with you,

You are no longer with me,

But just to tell you,

That I did love you.

This World Is Yours...

Look outside, look to the sky,
You see birds, you see clouds, you see the sun floating in the sky.

It looks so beautiful but it hurts your eye,
But you do know that you have to do something new to raise your bar high.

Challenge yourself, dare yourself,
And when you complete your work you will be much more than your old self.

This world is yours to conquer,
This world is yours to claim.
Go out there, do not hesitate,
So trust me friend when I say, "This world is yours to take."

You Deserve So Much More...

You deserve so much more,
There are so many things in this world to adore.

Don't be humble with your needs,
The least I can do is make all your needs meet.

Just stay with me,
I will look after all of it.

The only thing I ask for all of this is,
Never lose trust in me as one can never re-earn it.